But today i simply wanna jot down everything that has been bugging my mind lately. Otak ak ni memang da cukup chaotic tp things just keep on coming incessantly non-stop 24-7. bikin panas!
1. My graduation proceduressss. Very-extremely-excruciatingly tiring. penat!!!!!!! xhabis2!! mau settle kan this and that, but all the documents needed are hundreds of kilometers away from me. What to do? dengar2 bunyi 'grad' macam best jak kan. It sounded like "yaayyy da abes study da free weehoo no more examsss" haizzz don't be deceived. Ak rasa macam semut yang ditaburkan gula tebu yang manis, sedang ak menikmati gula tu tiba2 kna spray ridsect. exactly like that. baru mo happy2 sikit la kan enjoy cuti la kunun. jahat! Yeay thanx to my campus management everythin went downhill for me (almost everything la). kenapaaalaaa sukak inform benda last2 minute? memang ak ni paling "hebat" la kan manage masa semua....pastu 'PAAAP!' u throw a big stone on my head just like that. tahniahlaaaa A*MS. =_=
2. My clinical years will begin on 3rd of January. Haizzz sungguh berdebar sekali laa. Haven't prepared anything yet. Matiii laaaa. Cemana ni? cepat ambil mood study!!! ni x, asek main game main FB, membazir duit, menabung lemak n melalaikan diri. apa kes? huwaaaaaaa cepatlaa dapat hidayah utk berubah!!! Hope that ALLAH will guide us through everything.....give us strength to keep holding on....this ain't easy matter....once u give up, u're done for......heeehoooo.....sudala ak ni jenis yg xpndai handle stress....pffft~
3. I miss my family soooo damn much. I really need them by my side at the moment. I'm going through a new phase in my life right now....a transitional phase from being a student to a 'mock-employee' (clinical bagi ak macam exposure to the working-life already coz not 24-7 study ja kan?) So.....I need a piece of my big sis' or big bro's advice on these matters....I'm facing situations which I'm not really familiar with....so I simply need someone to guide me, to show me the way....so that I wont walk down the wrong path and make stupid decisions.....and I need them to support me and cheer me up when I'm at the lowest of lows in my life.....I miss them....I want someone to give me a big hug and tell me "it's okay" when I made mistakes.....to calm me down when I had cold feet before I sit for my big exams...I MISS THEM SO EFFING BAD! those little angels of mine (my nieces and nephews...) I miss their laughs, their silly jokes, their hugs n kisses, their voices calling me 'auntie Mimi!!'.....aaaaaaaaaaa....I'm getting all emotional when I talk about my family... :'( please please on my next holiday, I wanna go back to Tawau!
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| Comel kan? one of my apple pies!! |
Those are the major things occupying my mind right now.....I really hope that i can handle all these things with ease....lucky that I have him...hehehe getek/gatal sekejap.....tapi betul la bha dia byk support ak..walaupun dia suka jugak auuuum n marah ak. heeesh. tapi kan, ak rinduu jugak kawan2 ku...bila laaa boleh bjumpa agy ni...xmau jalan2 di mall, just wanna sit down and reminisce the good old time....barulaa bermakna...anyway anyhow, chaiyow3! we can do this!!! memangla suma nampak susah, kalau suma benda pun senang. xda thrill la kan (uiseh kunun jak ni yaa berkata2..hahaha)..see you at the peak of glory!! No guts, No glory! Keep on fighting! my motto since......forever.hehehe
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