family.....?

She's all on her own. All alone. It's Friday night. Hoping she can spend her time with her beloved family. Seeking comfort and longing for a warm hug from her big sister. But she won't be getting any of those. Not even close. Maybe she's expecting too much? Not all people is built with a family-oriented personality. Gonna get used to that. Just....she should just stop putting her hopes up. People nowadays (mostly but not all of them) tends to put friends as their ultimate priority. Well, at least in this girl's case, it goes that way.
Then how to cope with this pain in the ass? Create your own world. Sometimes, being delusional can save your soul. Get out of her way, sorrow, loneliness, insecurity. You'll be amazed of what a perfect stranger can do for you, compared to your very own flesh and blood. She'll move on. She needs to move on. She's a big girl now, and the other birds in the nest got their own nest to tend to. Just fly away and take a very good care of yourself. Find more colors for your rainbow, instead of waiting for other people to fill it in for you. Maybe she stayed too long in her comfort zone. That's why she's so weak, fragile, and vulnerable.
.Still.In.The.Process.of.Finding.Her.Perfect.Rainbow.