lets get married!!! haha.

Ehmm. Kahwin. Bernikah. Menjadi seorang ibu? atau suri rumah? Jaga anak, kemas rumah, jaga keperluan suami, pastu kalau sempat urus keperluan diri sendiri. wuish banyak gila tanggungjawab. Ready for that? Live that life without bringing troubles to other people? Tiba-tiba jak muncul pasal topik ni. What's the season now, getting married at a ripe age of 23? that's the latest trend I guess. But there's nothing wrong with getting married when you are seriously prepared mentally, physically, emotionally, and not to forget financially. Go on live your life to the fullest if you can find a working guy as your husband. But the thing is, are you really ready for this? Need to see all of this in a big picture.Completing house chores while you need to cover all the topics for exams, frankly if this is given to me I am 110% sure I won't be able to do it. Not to mention arguments and and misunderstandings. Unsettled arguments before you go to bed would be painful enough to make you bleed you heart out. Things are not the same as they used to be when you're dating. He pissed you off, all you need to do is show him some water works (hey I mean cry a little bit) and there you go he instantly tries to win your heart back at any cost. What a wonderful situation. Honeymoon phase. It's totally different when you are both husband and wife. You have nowhere to run. What will happen if your attitude is too nerve wrecking and he totally snapped out of it? ever heard of divorce? of course that's the last thing you want to happen in your marriage. My point is, do you really think you're matured enough to go through all of these? Congratulation for people who do think they can make it. But for me, as a reminder for myself, I won't take this as a game. Marriage is a huge decision to make in your life. No offense to people who will be tying the knot soon, I wish you guys the very best of luck in the future. It's just that....all these commotions sort of make me feel like I need to make a change in my life, because these stuffs constantly remind me of the responsibility of being a full-fledged adult. It actually freaks me out. No more childish acts or thoughts....just serious matters. I've just finished reading what I've been typing....and I hate to say that boy I sounded so damn melancholic!! I just wanna express my thoughts and it turned out to be like some kind of a lamentation from a depressed person? hmmm......anyways just think carefully before you make a decision and don't rush things up!! kalau tersilap beli mangga yang masam, boleh beli mangga baru yang lebih manis contohnya Harumanis tapi kalau dah silap langkah dalam hidup, it's quite hard to fix, you see. I will try to keep on reminding myself about this.Till then, Happy Saturday.