Day 25- What I would find in your bag

Haluuuu...! aikkk malar pulak update blog kan? nampak sangat xda kerja. I am supposed to read a few topics on dermatology sebab esok da start new posting. Hmm memandangkan skrg ni siang yang panas and sangat x kondusif (betul ka penggunaan word tu? haha) untuk study, so ak merepek a.k.a syok sendiri la kejap ya. Eh before tu, just wanna say I'm quite happy today because I received a phone call from my bro...lama da dia x call ak...sebelum ak mengamok dengan lebih ekstensif lagi dia explain la before ni dia langsung xdapat coverage sebab atas laut kan. okay alasan diterima. But when he started to talk about his marriage, I'm like 'lalalalaaalaaa'. hahaha kejam betul (still in denial phase..haha). Anyway I miss u so much bro...welcome home!

abang rijal & hafeez

Okay back to the topic....bag. An essential item for a lady. even bawak phone sebijik pun beg bukan main gedabak. sangat jarang mau jumpa perempuan letak phone dalam poket. yala nanti bulging la apala xcantik la.(hehe ni suma alasan ak la ni...xtawla org lain..kalau ak bawak phone & wallet tp xbawak beg mesti poket mr. panda jadi mangsa utk letak barang2 ak. hehe). Jadi, kalau perempuan xda beg time berjalan2 di bandar adalah quite unusual. hmm kalau tiba2 org ada opportunity untuk selongkar beg ak, ni la agak2nya benda yang boleh dijumpai....bermula dari benda2 yang sangat common...

Okay...I really want that Fossil bag....huwaaaa

1. My Phone. Duhh who doesn't? (tapi pasni there's no way I will leave my bag unattended. Blame the blogspot question for making me reveal my personal stuffs in this blog hehe)

comelnya yang color baby blue & hijau tu...waaaaa

2. Wallet. again another common item. Unless kalau mau dibelanja oleh boyfriend setiap hari silalah tinggalkan wallet di rumah....NO! haha not me ok..

cantiknya wallet ni....hehehe

3. Tissue/ oil-blotter (kepada sesiapa yang xtau ni apa...this is a small blue colored paper, used to wipe off excess oil/sebum on your face). Oleh kerana muka ak super-berminyak, I need this thing all the time...! berasa bangga when I managed to turn the oil blotter into a transparent one (kira dah absorb banyak gila minyak di muka, cukup banyak untuk masak pisang goreng.haha hiperbola betul)

haaa ni dia life-saver.hehehe

4. My MP4 player. especially when I'm traveling by plane. Ni untuk distract/minimize my phobia naik flight. sebab ak memang susah/almost impossible to sleep on a plane..kalau hari biasa xdala bawak mp4 ni...

hehehe another life-saver. =)

5. Lip balm/lipstick. I'd look really2 pale without one. Lagipun cracked lips looked sooo unappealing.

love that color.... =)

6. Pen. Usually I'll end up looking for a pen everywhere, constantly losing it, especially when I urgently need one (time mau isi departure card etc.)

colorful...! dari kecik memang suka alat tulis yg warna-warni

7. Sweets (usually mint-flavored). hmmm sebab ak suka mengunyah maybe..?hehe

ak bukan mau wat iklan untuk mentos k...tapi memang suka gula2 ni huu

8. Compact powder. enough said. hehe

mau jugak lancome kan..ehehee

9. My beloved minyak kayu putih/eucalyptus oil/cajuput oil. Go google it. hehe I love the soothing scent...especially when I have a headache/nausea. Tapi ada certain orang xsuka bau tu...ehehe apa bole buatla...punya wangi tu camana la org xsuka.....iskk.

heheheh siap ada tanda harga & bear agy...my magic oil!!

 10. Pendrive. xtau napa kadang2 ada pendrive boleh sesat masok beg ak. hehe maybe sebab simpan lagu & mau pasang dalan kereta...tapi bukan selalu pun ada dalam beg....hehe

cantik gila pendrive ni...ntah berapa ribu la harga dia kan..hehehe

Hmm...I think that's all....tapi in the future kalau lepak ngan geng tawau ak kena bawak phone charger, toothbrush, facial wash, lense case & solution. sebab kalau lepak dengan drg sangat unpredictable kadang2 end up bermalam di rumah drg.time tula sibuk mau beli toothbrush and all. hehehe

Nicknames you have; why do you have them

I grew up with quite a few nicknames....ada yang ak suka and ada yg ak benci...actually it brings lots of sweet memories...hehehe...inilah dia nama2 glamor ak spnjang 23 tahun ak hidup..

1. Mon. The name originates from 'Doraemon'. Nama ni kakak ak yang 2nd paling suka panggil.(but skrg ak panggil dia eukybear.em.sbb ak rasa dia comel cam bear.ahahahaha). Sebab kalau ada Doraemon di TV mesti ak melekat depan TV sampai abis. kira peminat fanatik doraemon la ak ni. masok Quang Ming (a bookshop in Tawau, quite popular among primary school students sebab rasa mo beli semua stationary dalam tu.hehe) mesti carik komik doraemon despite harga yg agak mahal.hehe.

I still love doraemon till today!!

2. Ning. Wanna know why? walaupun I am about to buka pekung di dada tapi xpala ak explain gak la napa ak dapat nickname ni....sebab siblings ak selalu cakap mulut ak lebar n besar macam Ning Baizura. kejam x? made the rest of my childhood quite a misery. hahahahaha betapa mengamoknya ak kalau drg start panggil ak ning. argghhhhhh mengapakah...? even my mom pun panggil ak Ning. tapi bila pikir2 balek, memang time kecik pantang dikacau sikit terus terus tantrums....hahahah darah muda yang panas la katakan. ehm berpikir dengan lebih positif, maybe drg panggil ak Ning sebab suara ak sangat lantang & bising gila kalau menjerit. so sebab tu Ning (suara dia kan power n lantang ehehe apakah ini cubaan menyedapkan hati). Ingat lagi ak sampai bertumbuk ngan cousin lelaki ak sebab dorang kept on teasing me. hahaha apala pnya childhood. ak rascal time kecik jgn main2. hehehe. skrg ni ak lagi jahat suka kacau nieces & nephews ak. memang budak2 pantang dikacau mesti menangis atau kejar ak untuk dipukul. hehehe. aunty on revenge ngahahahaha

awan yang terpilu...(imagine ak nyanyi lagu ni dengan nada Ning yang terketar2.hahaha)

3. Babak/ Blackeye. this is one nickname yang lekat ngan ak till today. sebab benda tu memang ada pada ak and xpernah hilang. siapa2 yang rapat ngan ak mesti noticed, on my left eye, ada tanda lahir/ mole/ nevi/ discoloration or whatever u might call it. So kakak ak (and agaiiiinn) panggil ak 'black eye'. Dia cakap kalau ak hilang di mana2 senang mau cari balek sebab ak ja yang ada benda itam di mata ak. Pastu dia cakap lagi nanti kalau ak kahwin, saving cket eyeliner mak andam sebab dah ada eyeliner permanent di mata ak. waaay to go sis. silakan condemn ak. ahahaha such a way to express her love to me. Ada kawan ak pun pernah tegur: "mimi napa ko pakai eyeliner separuh/sebelah mata ja?" eheheheh rasa macam mau melompat ke dalam lubang dengan kadar segera....segera...segera....(bunyi bergema-gema) pada waktu itu. haha. (for reference sila rujuk profile pic ak & zoom part mata.ehehe)

4. Cathy/Kathy. Originates from my real name. KHATIJAH. hahahahahah apakah......mengapakah nama ak perlu di'modify' sebegitu rupa. xpala kawan2 yg penting kamu bahagia. ahahahah.

abaikan universitas sumatera utara ak tu.haizzz

5. Kajili-jili. Hambek ko. no clue at all kan apa maksud dia? hahahaha tu bahasa Bugis, maksud dia macam clumsy and kelam-kabut. Ni nama family ak ja yg boleh panggil. kalau org lain sila bersedia untuk dikelar. ahahah sungguh ego di situ.hehe bolehla panggil tp dalam hati jak ya jgn sampai ak dengar k. walaupun ak xsuka dipanggil tu. yaaa I admit I am a clumsy and unorganized person. selalu wat benda last minit, selalu tertinggal barang blablaaabla. pastu all the incidents and accidents yg berlaku time ak sekolah menengah (malunya Tuhan saja la bha yg tahu). hahahah sila jangan remind ak semua benda itu okehsss. bila la mau berubah & jadi lebih alert ni...uwarghh

ini clumsy secara cantik. pentipu bha ni.ahahah

ini baru betul. clumsy secara comel.eeheheh for that cat of course. kalau ak mesti kena bunuh.hehe

emmm.....tu ja la kot.....yang lain2 macam Mimi Chang, Chang Mei Ling (nama cina ak yg glamor time sekolah rendah only ahaha)... anyway just call me MIMI. that's my real name okiess. hehe

Day 15 (ntah hari ke brapa suda ni haha)- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play (actually bkn iPod...it's just my beloved Sony MP4 player..hehe)

ehehehe sebab xtau mo tulis apa untuk update benda ni....macam ada sarang labah2 n lumut2 ijau time ak bukak blog ni....terabai begitu sahaja...macam projek hostel ak yg terabai....janji mo siap by 2006....hahahahaa abaikan apa yg ak ckp td...ok2 here it goes.....

1. *~Asterisk~ by Orange Range (Bleach OST)

orange range

2. It's Over by John Legend feat. Kanye West

pic John Legend only..sbb ak geli ngan kanye west..eheheh

3. Viva La Vida by Coldplay

been loving coldplay since 2002. believe it or not..? with the song 'In My Place'

4. Misery by Maroon 5

I've been a die hard fan of Maroon 5 since 'This Love' first debuted...!

5. Zetsubou Billy by Maximum the Hormone (Death Note OST)

Light Yagami..i love L though...expect hard rock tunes from this song...

6. Song For... by Rookiez is Punk'd (Bleach OST)

Bleach OST occupied most of the space in my MP4..hehe

7. Purple Line by TVXQ

my changmin & jaejoong!!!hehehe

8. Bintang Di Syurga by Peterpan

lets forget about Ariel's scandal for a moment..they've made such good songs..!

9. Miss Independent by Ne-Yo

how can I forget my neyo..?hehe

10. I Hope by FT Island

my HongKi is waaay too cute...! his voice is awesome too..!

hee tiba2 berasa malu dengan list2 lagu dlm mp4 sendiri...kalau pasang lagu2 ni dlm kreta mr. panda mesti dia mngamok....sbb taste lagu kami mmg xsama...dia suka lagu2 yg tenang & smooth (bak kata dia lagu2 org matang)...dia migrain kalau dengar lagu ak..xpaham maksud (korea & japan) n music jiwa kacau....bukan main agy condemn citarasa music ak kan...hahaha xpala bagi can sama si kawan...kena mintak permission dulu ni if mau psg lagu2 bgini dlm kreta...huwaaarghhh

hmmmm. saja mau update. hehe

yeaay! hari ni ak baru abis exam. exam for internal medicine posting...which was quite stressful for all of us sebab bagi budak2 internal medicine, this is the 1st exam since start clinical years ni...hehe posting paling lama..3 bulan! orang lain da siap exam 2-3x lagi...heheh anyway harap2 semua ok n lulus... amin! study punyalah macam mau mati....yala sebab semua penyakit masok kan...argghhh macam zombie jak...makan pun mintak kawan tapau nasi campur sebab xda semangat mo keluar...hehe tiba2 si kai g send pic meatball ngan ak di FB...arghhh sungguh kejam...tapi baca2 pun macam xmasok ja....well this is the result of last minute studying....memang susah mo lekat...eleh kalau baca awal2 pun xingat gak...rasa macam bocor otak...pernahka rasa bocor otak?hahaha ingat belon ka mau bocor2...tapi banyak sangat laaa...ok better stop before ak merepek dengan lebih lanjut..hmm...Patient ak kali ni sakit jantung (CHF), darah tinggi (hypertension), kencing manis (DM)....kesian....rasa sedih kalau nampak makcik2 sakit begini....dia pun merelakan jak ak check2 dia....mata dia da kabur2...dia cakap tengok orang pun macam bayang2....yang lagi membuatkan ak sedih, husband dia da meninggal...anak pun xda...adik beradik xda....skrg tinggal menumpang ngan jiran....dia masok hospital sebab dia terjatuh time wat kerja rumah...sampai fracture tulang tangan kanan dia...kesian gila...tapi makcik tu senyum jak...ak xtaula makcik tu betul2 xda anak or anak dia xpedulikan dia...tapi...ak rasa sedih gila bagi pihak makcik tu...imagine that one day when u grow older..xda org mau jaga...sakit semua pun sendiri2....sedih betul.....ak just mampu usap2 belakang makcik tu..bagi dia rasa tenang semua...umur dia da 68 tahun...terhilang sekejap nervous untuk exam...tangan dia bengkak....due to edema...hmm harap2 makcik cepat sembuh...amin... :'(

sedih.....i hope i have someone to grow old with... :'(

okay, pastu skrg mo cerita pasal my bro...he's getting married next month...and i am going back to tawau to attend the wedding....to be frank, I'm not so happy with this....I just couldn't  elaborate much about it...it really stabs me in the heart...the best I could do is just pray for his happiness....he has his own life to live....ntahla....ak rasa cam agak annoyed...but what to do...that's his choice...tapi for sure, ak just excited and happy sebab dapat balek tawau and meet up with my siblings....being with your family is the best feeling ever! ambil semangat untuk teruskan clinical years yang super busy and byk cabaran ni....jauh bha tu tawau...bukan selalu boleh balek....the price of flight tickets are way too expensive, expensive enough to burn a big hole in your pocket...huwaaa.....alamak....pastu kena figure out ways to minimize my phobia utk naik flight....aduhaiiii..xpala....can't wait to meet my babies...! my beloved nieces and nephews!!

apakah motif pic ni..? very implicit...ahahaha

then....i wanna talk about my obsession towards anime/manga. hahahaha....sejak bila ya ak gila ngan manga/anime? sejak kecik agy!!! dulu gila ngan doraemon (still do!) , pastu dragon ball....dr. slump....shin chan....rave...gensomaden saiyuki...GTO....apa ntah agy.....then currently One Piece, Naruto, Fairy tail.....and yang paling paliiing obses is BLEACH!! hahahaha childish ka ak? atau ni normal? sangat normal kan...pelukis manga tu pun bukannya budak2....for example Tite Kubo (Bleach author) tu full-fledged adult kot. hehehehe ak xtau la....kalau tengok anime ni...ak rasa cam masok dalam dunia lain...uishh don't refer me to psychiatry please...hehe..rasa cam best and boleh imagine banyak benda......hilang stress semua....sebab ak xlayan benda lain...movie, tv shows...semua ak xminat...memang minat ngan anime gak...lately ni sangat bound to Kpop and Jpop musics...ak sangat2 teringin belajar bahasa jepun...yesss that's what i'm gonna do....nanti if ada masa lapang mo belajarla...hehehe....but it makes me wonder.....adakah ak sempat tengok ending of semua manga2 ni..? sebelum ak mati or pelukis2 manga ni mati..? hahahaha misteri nusantara betul...mestila sempat kan...oklaaa merepek jak ni......update lain kali k.....(padahal paling jarang da mo update blog ni...hehe)

Bleach- Ichigo & Orihime.. <3 <3