yeaay! hari ni ak baru abis exam. exam for internal medicine posting...which was quite stressful for all of us sebab bagi budak2 internal medicine, this is the 1st exam since start clinical years ni...hehe posting paling lama..3 bulan! orang lain da siap exam 2-3x lagi...heheh anyway harap2 semua ok n lulus... amin! study punyalah macam mau mati....yala sebab semua penyakit masok kan...argghhh macam zombie jak...makan pun mintak kawan tapau nasi campur sebab xda semangat mo keluar...hehe tiba2 si kai g send pic meatball ngan ak di FB...arghhh sungguh kejam...tapi baca2 pun macam xmasok ja....well this is the result of last minute studying....memang susah mo lekat...eleh kalau baca awal2 pun xingat gak...rasa macam bocor otak...pernahka rasa bocor otak?hahaha ingat belon ka mau bocor2...tapi banyak sangat laaa...ok better stop before ak merepek dengan lebih lanjut..hmm...Patient ak kali ni sakit jantung (CHF), darah tinggi (hypertension), kencing manis (DM)....kesian....rasa sedih kalau nampak makcik2 sakit begini....dia pun merelakan jak ak check2 dia....mata dia da kabur2...dia cakap tengok orang pun macam bayang2....yang lagi membuatkan ak sedih, husband dia da meninggal...anak pun xda...adik beradik xda....skrg tinggal menumpang ngan jiran....dia masok hospital sebab dia terjatuh time wat kerja rumah...sampai fracture tulang tangan kanan dia...kesian gila...tapi makcik tu senyum jak...ak xtaula makcik tu betul2 xda anak or anak dia xpedulikan dia...tapi...ak rasa sedih gila bagi pihak makcik tu...imagine that one day when u grow older..xda org mau jaga...sakit semua pun sendiri2....sedih betul.....ak just mampu usap2 belakang makcik tu..bagi dia rasa tenang semua...umur dia da 68 tahun...terhilang sekejap nervous untuk exam...tangan dia bengkak....due to edema...hmm harap2 makcik cepat sembuh...amin... :'(
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| sedih.....i hope i have someone to grow old with... :'( |
okay, pastu skrg mo cerita pasal my bro...he's getting married next month...and i am going back to tawau to attend the wedding....to be frank, I'm not so happy with this....I just couldn't elaborate much about it...it really stabs me in the heart...the best I could do is just pray for his happiness....he has his own life to live....ntahla....ak rasa cam agak annoyed...but what to do...that's his choice...tapi for sure, ak just excited and happy sebab dapat balek tawau and meet up with my siblings....being with your family is the best feeling ever! ambil semangat untuk teruskan clinical years yang super busy and byk cabaran ni....jauh bha tu tawau...bukan selalu boleh balek....the price of flight tickets are way too expensive, expensive enough to burn a big hole in your pocket...huwaaa.....alamak....pastu kena figure out ways to minimize my phobia utk naik flight....aduhaiiii..xpala....can't wait to meet my babies...! my beloved nieces and nephews!!
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| apakah motif pic ni..? very implicit...ahahaha |
then....i wanna talk about my obsession towards anime/manga. hahahaha....sejak bila ya ak gila ngan manga/anime? sejak kecik agy!!! dulu gila ngan doraemon (still do!) , pastu dragon ball....dr. slump....shin chan....rave...gensomaden saiyuki...GTO....apa ntah agy.....then currently One Piece, Naruto, Fairy tail.....and yang paling paliiing obses is BLEACH!! hahahaha childish ka ak? atau ni normal? sangat normal kan...pelukis manga tu pun bukannya budak2....for example Tite Kubo (Bleach author) tu full-fledged adult kot. hehehehe ak xtau la....kalau tengok anime ni...ak rasa cam masok dalam dunia lain...uishh don't refer me to psychiatry please...hehe..rasa cam best and boleh imagine banyak benda......hilang stress semua....sebab ak xlayan benda lain...movie, tv shows...semua ak xminat...memang minat ngan anime gak...lately ni sangat bound to Kpop and Jpop musics...ak sangat2 teringin belajar bahasa jepun...yesss that's what i'm gonna do....nanti if ada masa lapang mo belajarla...hehehe....but it makes me wonder.....adakah ak sempat tengok ending of semua manga2 ni..? sebelum ak mati or pelukis2 manga ni mati..? hahahaha misteri nusantara betul...mestila sempat kan...oklaaa merepek jak ni......update lain kali k.....(padahal paling jarang da mo update blog ni...hehe)
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| Bleach- Ichigo & Orihime.. <3 <3 |
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